A Sad Day

Amanda's memorial service was this morning, it was very, very hard. She had a memorial service because she was cremated, it's what she wanted.

I'm very proud of Kate, she is handling this as best as can be expected. She isn't hold up in her room crying all the time, she is trying to go on with her life. Her boyfriend, Wes, is just wonderful with her. He lets her cry and talk when she needs to then he tries his best to take her mind off everything. Amanda was like a sister to him so this has been very hard on him as well. HE IS A KEEPER.

It's been very hard saying goodbye to someone I thought of as a daughter. As long as I don't think about her, which is very hard, I seem to be doing okay. I have been trying to get back into the swing of things which I'm hoping will help.

Thank you to everyone for your thoughts and prayers, it means more to me than you know.